Thursday, April 28, 2016

Tuesday, April 26, 2016


Well its officially autumn over here. It feels like autumn, it smells like autumn and its slowly starting to look like autumn too. 
I almost started to miss summer this morning as I got up but then the sun was so warm when in peaked through the porch door while I hanged the washing up that I forgot the whole I hate autumn/winter mental faze that I had going on. 

Today we drove 1.5 hours down to the south coast to enjoy probably the last warmer days and to watch the girls play in the sand and dip their toes into the ocean.

The drive is the same drive I used to take with my parents down to my uncles/aunties place, it is a drive that I can tell you what everything looks like with my eyes closed.
We don't get the chance to go down much due to life commitments its such a odd feeling to bring the girls to a place I grew up at but so much has changed and so many people now.

Monday, April 25, 2016

The school holidays have come and have almost gone.
I've drank so many cold coffees I am actually looking forward to the much early starts come Wednesday morning I just need to buy a few navy tights for B to wear as its winter uniform time and help her out with the little extra bits to her assignment we left to the last minute because I totally forgot about it.

Its crazy to think its already been 2 weeks + a bit and I didn't get to do everything that I wanted to do.

What I am looking forward the most is silence when D is sleeping.

Saturday, March 26, 2016


I tell myself that tomorrow is a new day almost every day,
I feel so ridden with guilt most days that I just want complete silence so my head can just somewhat catch up on everything that has happened during the day. 
The thing is that I no longer want to be a SAHM full time I want to be able to have a job, have a career that I feel passionate about and feel somewhat proud of what I do.
Don't get me wrong I love being with them but I also feel like I am giving them the wrong example, that only men work and women don't.
Gabi has already said "girls don't need to work!" which made me cringe.
So now I am here searching for jobs and trying to make my resume look better than before, fingers cross I get something.

the sunset
Gabi picking veggies in the yard
Dani walking
Aftermath of pebre making